My mother just said ...

...you need change in your life. If you have the same routine, same schedule that you do everyday nothing good happens. Sometimes you have to mix things up, change your life, change your schedule and your routine to see things from a different perspective. I think she is right.

A fellow blogger, crashedsite, commented somewhat the same on my last spot. I think she and my mother both might be on the right track. I have decided, I am going to change things in my life. No more self-loathing, self-pity, and misery. Things are going to change, life is going to be better. I feel opitimistic already.

I wonder how mothers always know what to say and when to say under any given situation. I sometimes think my mother is a mind reader. I swear upon it. My mother knows when I need something, money or other materials, if I am down and depressed, she somehow knows it even when I do not tell her and she says something to cheer me up for that particular situation. If am not feeling well, she knows what to cook for me even when I don't tell her that I don't feel well. When I feel like eating out, she herself tells me, I am not cooking today, why don't you go out and get your food, whatever you desire. How does she do it? That is a mystery.

Back to the change topic, yes I will have to change my life. I feel good, and I feel like after 3 months since graduation I might get a job soon. I got two phone calls for interviews today on the same day. All this happened after I changed my current work schedule at the retail shop where I work. My mother said it today, you have to change stuff in your life, move things around to have things happen to you, good or bad.

I want to get out of this godforsaken place. That is my next move. Will let you know what happens, how things work out.